*i'm sooo drunk. drunk. unk. as a skizunk. unk. 2002-05-05 11:58 a.m.*

i want my internal alarm to choke and die. what time did i go to bed last night? 6 am. what time did i wake up this morning? 10 am. why? i don't know. have i slept since? no. boooo!

my feet are SOOOO black. not sure if my drunkenness reached new levels last night, but my feet reached new levels of blackness. and what's weird is that i was wearing things on my feet. when i took my cuban foot thigh highs off, i thought the feet had somehow stuck to the bottoms of my own feet, but no, my feet were that black.

good times this weekend, yyyes. dance tutorialness, and everyone loved the dance i was in, and everyone just loved the whole thing in general, which is very exciting. now, though, i never want to be a girl, ever again. young jesus says i'm a girl and can never change that, but little does he know. mwa ha ha. ha.

i've been meaning to post so many times. so many moments of life being so fab or even not so fab, but i've just been so tired when i've been home. but apparently not today. apparently tired is not in my body's vocabulary. fortunately, neither is hungover.

so yeah, friday night, after dance tutorial, i went back to campus, and wandered around for a minute. i was totally feeling the post dance tutorial love, and my mom had been there and i got such a good hug, and also fruit snacks and also a faerie and also bills, but yeah, afterwards, i really wanted to play with people and have fun and talk and laugh and stuff, and there was no one around. totally tv movie, "when the laughter stops," how i became a drug addict moment. so i called michael up and she came and got me, under the pretext that i would watch her clean, but instead we sat on the couch and kind of stared at things, and then she really was going to clean, so i curled up in her bed and almost fell asleep, when we decided that the best thing in the world right then would be a chili's veggie burger. so we went to chili's, which continues to be one of the most surreal places ever, and we had our burgers, and then i came home and went to sleep. all by 12:30. which was just as well, since i had to be at work at 10, which meant getting to campus by 9:30 which meant leaving my house by 9:10.

i was a sleepy girl at work, but had the caffeine, and so i made it through. not a stellar day there, but i'm just glad i survived. oh, and i won this drawing and got an extra hour on my paycheck, so that's also nice. brings my hours for last week up to 12, since i took 2 days off for dance tutorial.

after work, i came home and got ready and ate food and went to wait around for forever before dance tutorial. i really like the people in it this year. we're a fun group. we got all sorts of fun pictures involving our little pink selves with the "if" dancers, and chris, and magda. i hope i will wind up with some copy of one of them at least.

after this performance, i went to campus and found james and chilled in her room till i didn't want to chill anymore, and went over to alongcamea and buttercup's room for playing and eyeliner, and then alcohol and lipstick also became part of the whole thing. woo! afterwards i went and chatted with blackbird for awhile, and then i went to the cast party thing in christin's room. what a good time. i got drunker on pineapple rum and wine, and there was much of the booty dancing and eating pretzels out of the cleavage, and laughing and webcamness and "six degrees of seven bacon" as i later called it. (i can connect the french in action videos to kevin bacon. though don't ask me how now.) michael was there for awhile, and then we went down to the wall and we booty danced in ways we never have before, and laurel tree was out and looking very purty. i kind of hit a lull right around then after michael and laurel tree left. there was so much of the coupleness out there, including some very unexpected coupleness, and also "the" girl i used to have a crush on bein' supercute with her girl. i went to go see if glama would take me home when he left. he was up in blackbird's room, as well as a lot of other people, and i got a very strong margarita, so my plan to go home wound up going out the window. back to the wall it was, and there was so much of the dancing and lots of fun. and now i know who goddamnfucku is, so that's happiness right there.

we didn't stay till the end of the wall, but it was really late when we did leave, and i was sooo tired. we went to blackbird's room to see if glama was still there to take me home, but he had left without me, so blackbird (yay for her!) took me home, and i went right to bed, not collecting $200. but that's okay.

now i've got two hours before people come over to work on our secret plan.

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