*too much or not enough kissing in the pants, who can say? 2002-09-07 6:41 a.m.*

so yeah. tonight was kiss your crush wall. i still get excited that it is all like an event now and stuff... anyway... um... i kissed a lot of people. mostly on the cheeks. i kissed dykesscent and blackbird on the hands and then apb seemed all offended that i didn't kiss his hand so i said, "i could lick it, too." he didn't seem to mind, so i did. that was a highlight. there was a great talk with mit as well that was also a highlight. i was also very drunk. very drunk. very very very drunk.

there is a crush going on in my head right now that i'm trying to figure out and it's really becoming more and more confusing, and tonight didn't help matters so much, because, well, i made out with a boy. it's weird kissing someone and suddenly feeling stubble-ishness, i have to say. i'm still not sure i didn't make certain things up. ah... gender blurriness.... i am a fan.

but yeah, making out with a person is so weird. when there's no real buildup outside of dorky nervousness, even though it can be hella fun... you're still sort of aware that this is your tongue and this is their tongue and you're kissing and their hands are behind your head. which is nice. but your knees are not dropping out of existence beneath you. it's just this thing that you are doing.

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