*new year's bravado. 2003-01-01 12:36 p.m.*

happy new year!

i'm really excited about it and i'm not sure why. maybe it's having a reciprocal smit object? i dunno, this year feels really good to me... though i don't want to say that too loud-- don't want to jinx it.

but yeah... i think part of it is this scary bravado i think i've gotten from my father's death. like, i'm okay about that... so i can handle anything, right? so i just want to grab life it live it really hard... because i "know" i won't get hurt.

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