*they've got a wall in china and i've got a wall around me. 2003-10-22 11:05 a.m.*

i feel very hopeless and lost today. i was feeling just the right bit of off before learning about elliott smith's death to make that just be the lens through which to view my ever-darkening mood.

i'm so tired. i'm so tired of trying and being a statement and telling people over and over that this is who i am. i just want someone to see who i am without any explanations.

(and i know that's why it's all so tempting. because then i'd be SEEN. or at least the ignored half would.)

*listening to: annie lennox*
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