*and i'm listening to fiona. 2001-06-13 9:58 p.m.*

there's nothing of interest going on online for me right now. which should be good, because then i can go to sleep and get a good night's rest and be all fresh as a daisy tomorrow morning. except that's not what happens. when there's nothing to do, i get a stubborn desire to FIND something. i don't know why. but i need to stay up "as long as it takes" until interestingness appears. or maybe i'm just stalling until james comes back online. i think that's more accurate. but really... sleeping at 10:00 would not happen, no matter how hard i tried, or didn't try, because i can't sleep if i TRY to sleep. i have to just sleep. and she said about liking to end her day with me, and i'd like to end my day with her. the days that don't end with her leave me a tearful mess at bedtime and that's no good. especially when i haven't cried all today. yay! i think that's a first for the summer. geez, it's like middle school all over again. maybe i'll do more tarot stuff for awhile. that's been good lately.

but yeah, tomorrow, i have training. unpaid training for 3 days. woo-ha! but their training is mentioned in college textbooks, so shouldn't i feel honored to be partaking in such an event. i have to go in at 10:30. which means i have to get the 8:00 bus from near my house to get to the transfer point at 8:20. to get picked up at 8:42 to go to the shopping center where they're located at 8:48. to sit around publix or something for an hour and 45 minutes. should be a joy and/or a pleasure. the other two days it actually starts closer to 8, but mom has off so she can take me. but i'm bringing a book or 2 tomorrow.

when mom got home she realized that the videos from the library are due tomorrow, so she went to take them and to bring some bills to the post office near the library. so i asked her to take me to k-mapart while she went so that i could get presentable clothes (stuff that doesn't show leg or armpit hair basically). i tried on like 85 different things, and left with 2 long skirts, a shirt, and a cute little nightgown thingy that actually looks nice over the skirt i wore to k-mart. and then mom was there waiting for me as i hurriedly tried to find a purse and some sort of body spray. i was hoping she would leave before the total came up because i hate having her see me spend precious money. and i hurried around so much that i didn't realize how much i was spending and way overshot what i meant to spend. rar.

i read alabama grrrl #8 today and am reading continental drift #5, which leaves just one zine left after that, can i handle it? where the hell is muffy! anyway?

k... will go consult my psyche a bit.

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